Ok. so. i was suppossed to get jaw surgery tomorrow, because i have an under bite. well, i told my doctor on friday at my physical, needed before surgery, that i was having chest pains. You know, like when you get stressed and stuff, where you cramp-up and get short of breath. Well, my arm usually goes really heavy too, for some reason. anyway, my doctor took it too seriously and said that she couldn't sign on the line saying i was safe enough to have surgery. Well that pushed me over the edge. i have been waiting for 2 years for this surgery because i had to stop growing first. anyway, so i cried for like 2 hours and swore at my doctor, (oops), not at her but in the doctor's office. She told me that i had to go in for an EKG, which if you don't know is where they put electrodes all over your back and chest to measures your heart rate and any blockage that might be causing my pain. and then they are doing a chest x-ray, to...you know x-ray my heart. so i'm still kinda mad that i said anything to my doctor cause now i might have to wait for next week or HOPEFULLY!! PRAY!! still this week. so that's my rant, but i'm still blaming myself for saying something even though i shouldn't. My parents told me that if something is wrong, but it isn't, but if some were wrong and i went under the knife and they had me on anesthetics and my heart stopped....i would die. so i'm kinda happy i said something to be sure but still mad that i won't have my surgery tomorrow! grrr...